Friday, December 11, 2009

WOW...it's 2 weeks until Christmas?!



Where has the time gone?! I can't believe that two weeks from this very minute, I will be preparing to eat Christmas dinner. WOW! To say the time from Halloween to Christmas has flown by would be an understatement. A TOTAL UNDERSTATEMENT.

Is it my age? Is it this year? What in the world is it? I have been celebrating well by:

1. Inviting my friend Brad over to decorate the tree with my roomie and me
2. Enjoying dinner and a little Christmas shopping with my dear friend, Kristen
3. Stealing an impromptu 'best friend's day' last Sunday with Tricia
4. Decorating a table at the Women's Christmas tea at my church
5. Hosting some old small group girls for our annual ornament exchange (my how all of our lives have changed)
6. Writing about God's love, provision, and generousity day in and day out.

There's still more to come. I need a nap. Have you ever noticed that you need a nap at the most inappropriate times...like at your desk at work. I never need a nap when I am at home and near my bed. Why?

I hope you are celebrating the gift of Jesus Christ who is presently ruling and reigning on high. He is a babe no more in a manger. He is our Savior and Lord. Praise God! See you soon!

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

The End of the Year

Deep breath in....deep breath out....

It's year end - also known as 'crunch time' in a non-profit. This is the month of all months and I operate the channel that allows for real-time, right now, up to date communication with our supporters. To say that it is a stressful period of time is an understatement. It is the reason why 90% of my Christmas gifts have already been purchased, wrapped, and even mailed to their recipients. December is no time for shopping - it's a time to get 'er done.

Do you know what happens to me during these times? I thrive. Unfortunately, my stomach is a mess. I know I am stressed when my stomach hurts. Isn't that odd? I had a friend who recently got married after two healthy doses of phenagrin (the anti-nausea drug - is that how you spell it). She could barely get out of bed...she was so sick to her stomach. She walked down the aisle and BAM - she was fine. That could totally be me. Remind me to tell you sometime about a particularly stressful business trip when I swigged Pepto from a brown paper bag every 10 minutes. We signed the deal but all I can remember is a sickly peppermint taste in my mouth.

I try to control it with healthy food, plenty of rest, and water...but my stomach will not be thwarted. It rules the roost and it knows it. I don't let it stop me...I just keep on truckin'. This is probably WAY more information than you wanted on me...right?! I feel like you three blog readers should be rewarded with inside info from time to time. I'm generous like that...yup, I am.

I hope you all are enjoying this Christmas season and that you can actually slow down and enjoy it. Peace on earth and goodwill toward men..that's what it's all about.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Conviction

This devotional convicted me in light of my last post...I still think it was wrong to be distracted in the midst of this very sobering talk but it should have moved me to intercession and prayer rather than to public criticism...thank you, God, for correcting me.

The Distraction of Contempt
Oswald Chambers
READ:
Have mercy on us, O Lord, have mercy on us! For we are exceedingly filled with contempt —Psalm 123:3What we must beware of is not damage to our belief in God but damage to our Christian disposition or state of mind. "Take heed to your spirit, that you do not deal treacherously" ( Malachi 2:16 ). Our state of mind is powerful in its effects. It can be the enemy that penetrates right into our soul and distracts our mind from God. There are certain attitudes we should never dare to indulge. If we do, we will find they have distracted us from faith in God. Until we get back into a quiet mood before Him, our faith is of no value, and our confidence in the flesh and in human ingenuity is what rules our lives.

Beware of "the cares of this world . . ." ( Mark 4:19 ). They are the very things that produce the wrong attitudes in our soul. It is incredible what enormous power there is in simple things to distract our attention away from God. Refuse to be swamped by "the cares of this world."

Another thing that distracts us is our passion for vindication. St. Augustine prayed, "O Lord, deliver me from this lust of always vindicating myself." Such a need for constant vindication destroys our soul’s faith in God. Don’t say, "I must explain myself," or, "I must get people to understand." Our Lord never explained anything— He left the misunderstandings or misconceptions of others to correct themselves.

When we discern that other people are not growing spiritually and allow that discernment to turn to criticism, we block our fellowship with God. God never gives us discernment so that we may criticize, but that we may intercede.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

The Attention Span of Gnats

I am at a conference and the keynote speaker was a man who survived genocide in his home country of Burundi (sp?). He's sharing about being tied with burning bodies and given the choice to be killed by a machete or burned to death and half the audience is on their mobile devices.

Really?!

Don't people deserve more attention and respect?

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Community

I am in Austin, Texas for a few days. Shout out to all my Texas readers. What a great state! Austin has an art program for its homeless population (can't remember what it is called). The homeless paint and once a year there is a huge art sale where they sell their art. The money is then used to help secure an apartment, clothing, food, etc. We walked around the art sale and I was blown away by their talent.

There were so many thoughts going through my head. One was how little separates us from homelessness. One man sat next to his art - scriptures written out with paintings above them. A woman started talking to him and he shared that he was trained as an attorney. The conversation went on but I lost track of it. Whether it was great grief, addiction, mental illness, or a loss that brought him to the streets, I don't know. What I do know is that there isn't much that separates us. I tend to like to think that I am a harder worker, wiser, or more cautious and that's why I have a warm bed and good food everyday. It isn't true. That doesn't mean I believe in the state taking care of everyone but it does lead me as a Christian to recognize that these are my brothers and sisters.

You wouldn't believe how many pieces of art there were about Jesus there. Haunting pieces. The kind that comes from walking through the valley with Jesus and really knowing Him. One piece that really stood out to me was from the man I mentioned above. He painted a picture of a paralytic dancing next to Jesus. Below it was the story of Jesus healing the paralytic. It says:

2Now there is in Jerusalem near the Sheep Gate a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda[a] and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades. 3Here a great number of disabled people used to lie—the blind, the lame, the paralyzed. 5One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. 6When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, "Do you want to get well?"

7"Sir," the invalid replied, "I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me."

8Then Jesus said to him, "Get up! Pick up your mat and walk." 9At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked.


What jumped off the page to me was this: I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. His reason for not receiving healing was a lack of community. He had no one to help him. Others stampeded over him and he sat there for 38 years HOPING for healing. With that confession, Jesus becomes his community and his healer and says, "Get up! Pick up your mat and walk."

Another thing that just hit me is that he said, "Pick up your mat and walk." It's as if Jesus is saying, "Your home is not here any longer. You have been healed. It's time to relocate from the place of pain and hoping to the place of healing." How great is our God?!

I pray God will show me where I need to seek community for healing and where I can be community for others in healing. He is good and His love endures forever!

Thursday, November 05, 2009

The Fall is Flying


I have been neglecting this blog...just too much going on in life right now. However, here is a recent picture with some of my girls..love them....hope all is going well with my blog peeps! More to come!

Friday, October 30, 2009

The Cutest Office Mate



My little bean-bean of a nephew visited me this week. He stopped by the office and immediately jumped on the computer. He was a huge help. Thank you bean-bean!